I am so very sorry, Mari. My heart aches for you as you learn to take your first few breaths without Gag's physical presence next to you. Just as a new baby screams its way into this world after taking its first breath, I know there are parts of this new world that are making you scream out for the shock of it, the brutality of being forced into a world filled with unknowns. But I have to honestly say that I am grateful that Gag is without pain, no longer bravely fighting to give you and the boys more moments, no longer facing uncontrolled pain along with the anguish of knowing that he was leaving you behind.
May God comfort your soul and protect your heart as you find your way in this new world. May He cover you with His love and guidance, and may He shower you with strength as you learn to first crawl, then walk, and one day run toward peace and joy, renewed by the love that lives inside your heart and mind.
I'm so sorry to read this - I saw your blog had a new item in my google reader, and felt with a heavy heart that it must be this sad news.
He is at peace now, and his pain and suffering is over. It will be very tough for you and your boys, but you will find peace again. For now, be kind to yourself and take it one day at a time.
God's blessings on you and your family, you're in my prayers.
Like Spud, I saw the new post and with a heavy heart, just knew. There are no words that can possibly fill the void you must feel at this moment, but know that Gag was loved by many all over the world. I'm sure this made his transition much easier. He is an angel now and will be with you and the boys in a new form.
This is a fraglie time, Mari. Be gentle with yourself.
What has been said by all the others holds true for me. I hold you and your family in my thoughts and meditations. May Heavens rejoicing in their newest of angels offer some comfort for your heart.
Peace my cyberfriend. May you find peace in your family in your coming days.
OH MY GOD, I am so sorry, i know it is very very hard and havy for you. The only way you can get some peace is by thinking that he is not in pain and you did everything and anything that you could of done for him. Think about your two boys that they need you more then anything now. We will alway remember him as a very good father, freind, and humen beeing.
May GOD give you and your family peace. Always on my mind and heart preying for you and your family
Mari, my heart breaks this morning seeing your sad news. I have said a lot of prayers for you and will continue to do so. Take your time, breathe and let God comfort you and the boys. Much love, my friend. Ali.
so sorry for your loss. you let him go yesterday, out of love. so he could go deeply feeling that you really really love him. no one can take this wonderful feeling from you. be strong! be gentle to yourself. bless you. eliane
my heart goes out to you and i'm definitely sending all of the good and comforting thoughts i can your way. i think the hours you shared painting and reading this blog together at the end will be ones you treasure. you seem to have had a great and powerful love and i don't think that ends.
marinik, when you have a minute (which i understand that you undoubtedly do not at the moment), please write me an email (email on my profile), as i'd like to send you a real card in the real snail mail.
i've just been spending time reading your older posts, learning about your tragedy, trying to make out the words through my tears, trying to understand the incredibly difficult experiences you've faced. i cannot imagine how you will be feeling, and i hope that with time the pain eases. i only wish i could reach out and give you a hug.
I am so very sorry, Mari. My heart aches for you as you learn to take your first few breaths without Gag's physical presence next to you. Just as a new baby screams its way into this world after taking its first breath, I know there are parts of this new world that are making you scream out for the shock of it, the brutality of being forced into a world filled with unknowns. But I have to honestly say that I am grateful that Gag is without pain, no longer bravely fighting to give you and the boys more moments, no longer facing uncontrolled pain along with the anguish of knowing that he was leaving you behind.
ReplyDeleteMay God comfort your soul and protect your heart as you find your way in this new world. May He cover you with His love and guidance, and may He shower you with strength as you learn to first crawl, then walk, and one day run toward peace and joy, renewed by the love that lives inside your heart and mind.
May God bless you and keep you.
I'm so sorry to read this - I saw your blog had a new item in my google reader, and felt with a heavy heart that it must be this sad news.
ReplyDeleteHe is at peace now, and his pain and suffering is over. It will be very tough for you and your boys, but you will find peace again. For now, be kind to yourself and take it one day at a time.
God's blessings on you and your family, you're in my prayers.
Spud xxx
May God's love hold you, comfort you and guide you through this time. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Sue G said it perfectly.
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OMG...Marin jan, I just sent you an email a few minutes ago... sooo sorry
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Like Spud, I saw the new post and with a heavy heart, just knew. There are no words that can possibly fill the void you must feel at this moment, but know that Gag was loved by many all over the world. I'm sure this made his transition much easier. He is an angel now and will be with you and the boys in a new form.
ReplyDeleteThis is a fraglie time, Mari. Be gentle with yourself.
With much love and compassion, Liz xoxo
What has been said by all the others holds true for me. I hold you and your family in my thoughts and meditations. May Heavens rejoicing in their newest of angels offer some comfort for your heart.
ReplyDeletePeace my cyberfriend. May you find peace in your family in your coming days.
Peace
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OH MY GOD, I am so sorry, i know it is very very hard and havy for you. The only way you can get some peace is by thinking that he is not in pain and you did everything and anything that you could of done for him. Think about your two boys that they need you more then anything now. We will alway remember him as a very good father, freind, and humen beeing.
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Ani S.
I send you Gods blessings and peace.
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so sorry for your loss~elk
ReplyDeleteMari, my heart breaks this morning seeing your sad news. I have said a lot of prayers for you and will continue to do so.
ReplyDeleteTake your time, breathe and let God comfort you and the boys.
Much love, my friend.
Ali.
i´m so sorry mari. you are in my thoughts.
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so sorry for your loss. you let him go yesterday, out of love. so he could go deeply feeling that you really really love him. no one can take this wonderful feeling from you. be strong! be gentle to yourself. bless you. eliane
ReplyDeleteMay he rest in peace and may we find comfort in the thought that he is no longer in pain.
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I had hoped that, by some miracle, this day would not come for another 50 years.
ReplyDeleteWishing you peace and strength during the challenging days ahead.
Marin jan , you are so right, world did lost an amazing human being. my prayers go to you and your boys. .
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RIP Gago Jan.
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I am soo sorry Mari. MY heart aches for you. May you be blessed with more peace and strength than ever before. RIP Gag.
ReplyDeletemy heart goes out to you and i'm definitely sending all of the good and comforting thoughts i can your way. i think the hours you shared painting and reading this blog together at the end will be ones you treasure. you seem to have had a great and powerful love and i don't think that ends.
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/julie
marinik, when you have a minute (which i understand that you undoubtedly do not at the moment), please write me an email (email on my profile), as i'd like to send you a real card in the real snail mail.
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xoxox,
/julie
Bless you, Mari, for staying as strong as you did for so long. I don't believe i could have done it. so, so sorry. hugs.
ReplyDeleteI like very much your blog !!!
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well, I hope you come to visit me,
a hug,
Fede Hammelinn
from Montevideo-Uruguay
my blog:
Hammelinn - Poesía, Arte y Música...
http://hammelinn.blogspot.com/
i've just been spending time reading your older posts, learning about your tragedy, trying to make out the words through my tears, trying to understand the incredibly difficult experiences you've faced. i cannot imagine how you will be feeling, and i hope that with time the pain eases. i only wish i could reach out and give you a hug.
ReplyDeletethanks for spending some time here with me.
ReplyDeletei'll take a virtual hug... :)